I hate that everything in this world revolves around money. I was so excited to be getting a refund on my study abroad trip, that I've been spending accordingly. I was set. Stress free. Didn't need to worry about money...
Well, I should have known... if there was any luck that ran through my family, it was the bad kind.
Turns out, once I got my international scholarship, they took away 1000 dollars of my grant money.
Therefore, instead of getting the 700 dollar refund, or even a 200 dollar one for that matter...
I owe around 700 dollars for tuition before I leave for New Zealand.
Well, we're supposed to have around 1000 dollars for spending money so we can eat for the month... and if I pay that 700, I'll have around 300 to live off of for the month. Great.
So, now, I'm having to take out my first loan of my college career... and hopefully my last.
I mean, I know Ryan already has loans out, and since we're planning on getting married, I will be in debt regardless, but my parents and I have been working really hard to where I didn't have to take one out.
Oh well, I know it will be worth it to spend the month in New Zealand.
I've been trying to hold off on the excitement until I'm done with finals... then it will be time to pack!
I am soooooo incredibly ready to get away from my family, this town, state, and country, though. It's going to be amazing!
I'm really looking forward to getting to know some of the girls in my group better.... we seem to have a lot in common. It should be a lot of fun. :)
Anywho... I better get as many hours in at work as I can before I leave.
I was planning on just doing 4 hours a day, but looks like I might have to get 6.
I leave June 4th... so that will put me at 2 full weeks of just work and no school before I go.
Too bad I won't have a job to come back to...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
quick update
I've got 15 minutes before I go to school... so I figured I'd write a bit.
I'm not sure if anything too significant has happened since my last post... but my study abroad trip to New Zealand is growing closer and closer, as I am gaining more excitement!
Last weekend me and a few other girls that will be on my trip went and volunteered at the Soup Kitchen. It was some pretty hard work to serve that many people, but the sense of accomplishment that came from it was rewarding. I'm glad I get along so well with these girls, and I really really really hope that we'll be roommates. Even if we're not though, heaven knows we'll be spending enough time together.
As of right now, Ryan is still in between jobs. His ankle was healing, then we had the dumb idea for him to play softball with the Christian Campus Center, and that made it swell up all over again. I think this next week he'll start applying. I'm really hoping he can get get a job at Lowes with Clayton Boling. I think it would be nice for him to know someone, and Clayton says the pay is really good. Whatever it takes for him to get an apartment this summer. Then we can start making plans for our future together. :)
Classes are going well. I had a history test last week, and I'm hoping for a high B, but I definitely wouldn't turn down an A. I think I'll probably end up with another B in the course, but that's fine by me. I've got A's in everything else, so I should be okay.
I registered for my fall classes this weekend, and it's looking like I'm going to have a full load. 16 hours with 2 different labs. I'm sure I'll be okay though.
I umpired my first game of the season last night. It was supposed to start at 8, but there was a game delay of an hour, so we didn't even start until 9 o'clock, and we were supposed to have 10 and under teams, but ended up calling a 12 and under game. I'm just glad nothing controversial happened with any calls, because I probably wasn't as brushed up on the rules as I should have been. It went well though, and that's 25 bucks in my pocket. :)
Well, I supposed I should try to update this thing more often... though, I'm not so sure anyone reads it anyhow.
Signing off for now....
<3
I'm not sure if anything too significant has happened since my last post... but my study abroad trip to New Zealand is growing closer and closer, as I am gaining more excitement!
Last weekend me and a few other girls that will be on my trip went and volunteered at the Soup Kitchen. It was some pretty hard work to serve that many people, but the sense of accomplishment that came from it was rewarding. I'm glad I get along so well with these girls, and I really really really hope that we'll be roommates. Even if we're not though, heaven knows we'll be spending enough time together.
As of right now, Ryan is still in between jobs. His ankle was healing, then we had the dumb idea for him to play softball with the Christian Campus Center, and that made it swell up all over again. I think this next week he'll start applying. I'm really hoping he can get get a job at Lowes with Clayton Boling. I think it would be nice for him to know someone, and Clayton says the pay is really good. Whatever it takes for him to get an apartment this summer. Then we can start making plans for our future together. :)
Classes are going well. I had a history test last week, and I'm hoping for a high B, but I definitely wouldn't turn down an A. I think I'll probably end up with another B in the course, but that's fine by me. I've got A's in everything else, so I should be okay.
I registered for my fall classes this weekend, and it's looking like I'm going to have a full load. 16 hours with 2 different labs. I'm sure I'll be okay though.
I umpired my first game of the season last night. It was supposed to start at 8, but there was a game delay of an hour, so we didn't even start until 9 o'clock, and we were supposed to have 10 and under teams, but ended up calling a 12 and under game. I'm just glad nothing controversial happened with any calls, because I probably wasn't as brushed up on the rules as I should have been. It went well though, and that's 25 bucks in my pocket. :)
Well, I supposed I should try to update this thing more often... though, I'm not so sure anyone reads it anyhow.
Signing off for now....
<3
Sunday, November 29, 2009
study abroad
I have been accepted into the study abroad program! It will be during the first summer session, which will last from June 3 – July 4, 2010.
It's hard for me to be excited right now because with my acceptance letter, I got a note saying that they need 500 dollars by December 1st. There wasn't really much notice, and I don't have the money right now. I'm determined to go though, so I'm getting an extention on my deadline, I'm having a garage sale, clearing out my savings account, and getting an advance on my next paycheck. God has a wonderful way of working things like this out. I've just got to stay faithful. I was tempted to skip my tithe this paycheck and play catch up on the next, but after talking with my mom, we decided that I need not upset God since He's the one opening all these doors. So, I tithed and I gave to missions. And now I'm watching Him work. I have had 3 different families ask me to take portraits for them, and they are all willing to pay me. I think that is a wonderful way to make some extra money. I'm amazed. and I'm in love with my Creator and Caretaker.
More details will come after I get this payment out of the way.
It's hard for me to be excited right now because with my acceptance letter, I got a note saying that they need 500 dollars by December 1st. There wasn't really much notice, and I don't have the money right now. I'm determined to go though, so I'm getting an extention on my deadline, I'm having a garage sale, clearing out my savings account, and getting an advance on my next paycheck. God has a wonderful way of working things like this out. I've just got to stay faithful. I was tempted to skip my tithe this paycheck and play catch up on the next, but after talking with my mom, we decided that I need not upset God since He's the one opening all these doors. So, I tithed and I gave to missions. And now I'm watching Him work. I have had 3 different families ask me to take portraits for them, and they are all willing to pay me. I think that is a wonderful way to make some extra money. I'm amazed. and I'm in love with my Creator and Caretaker.
More details will come after I get this payment out of the way.
Friday, October 16, 2009
study abroad program
I know I haven't written in forever, but no one reads this thing anyway.... so, here it goes:
About a month or so ago, I received an email from Angelo State that included a flyer for their upcoming study abroad programs. I've always heard of what a great experience studying abroad is, but I honestly hadn't given it much thought. For no particular reason, other than the fact that I had nothing else to do, I began to browse through which countries they were going to and what subjects they would be focusing on. As I scrolled down the list, I saw New Zealand, and got excited. Then I realized that the subjects that were to be studied are Literature and Film. Then I was ecstatic. By the way, my major is Communications: Radio and TV, so this ties in perfectly! If I was accepted into the program, I would receive 6 hours credit toward my advanced Film and Literature classes. So, needless to say, I clicked on the link, and read all about the program.
Here are some snippets from the actual brochure:
I know I've been to New Zealand before, but never in my life would I be able to experience these film opportunities again!
I've officially applied for the program, personally contacted the trip director, and submitted my essay. Application deadline isn't until November 20th, so I have a while before I hear back from them... but I'm checking my email like crazy. =]
I want this! So bad! And, to make things even better, there are tons of scholarships to apply for once you're accepted into the program, so I wouldn't have to pay for everything!
If I do get accepted, and can't afford to go (even with scholarship money), I will take out a loan if I have to. I honestly cannot pass this opportunity up!
About a month or so ago, I received an email from Angelo State that included a flyer for their upcoming study abroad programs. I've always heard of what a great experience studying abroad is, but I honestly hadn't given it much thought. For no particular reason, other than the fact that I had nothing else to do, I began to browse through which countries they were going to and what subjects they would be focusing on. As I scrolled down the list, I saw New Zealand, and got excited. Then I realized that the subjects that were to be studied are Literature and Film. Then I was ecstatic. By the way, my major is Communications: Radio and TV, so this ties in perfectly! If I was accepted into the program, I would receive 6 hours credit toward my advanced Film and Literature classes. So, needless to say, I clicked on the link, and read all about the program.
Here are some snippets from the actual brochure:
- "The flight to New Zealand will take the students through Los Angeles. In preparation for the course on film in Oceania, students will spend two days in Los Angeles to visit a Hollywood film studio where many Pacific Islands films were produced." (A real Hollywood studio!)
- "From Los Angeles, the group will fly to Christchurch on the southern island of New Zealand and visit Film South New Zealand, an organization that promotes the country to international filmmakers."
- "The group will then travel by train and ferry to the capital city of Wellington, on the northern island, to visit Film Wellington New Zealand, the New Zealand Film Commission, the New Zealand Film Archive and the Weta Workshop. "
- "The group will also meet with faculty at Victoria University of Wellington. While at Massey University, students will be housed in dorms on the Manawatu campus."
- "Students will attend regularly scheduled classes and lectures given by Massey University faculty. A number of day excursions will also be organized."
I know I've been to New Zealand before, but never in my life would I be able to experience these film opportunities again!
I've officially applied for the program, personally contacted the trip director, and submitted my essay. Application deadline isn't until November 20th, so I have a while before I hear back from them... but I'm checking my email like crazy. =]
I want this! So bad! And, to make things even better, there are tons of scholarships to apply for once you're accepted into the program, so I wouldn't have to pay for everything!
If I do get accepted, and can't afford to go (even with scholarship money), I will take out a loan if I have to. I honestly cannot pass this opportunity up!
Friday, August 14, 2009
back from vacation...
My sunday school class took a trip to San Antonio this past weekend to spend a day at Fiesta Texas. Our group consisted of the 2 teachers, Lou and Cam (who are both around 70 years old... but boy are they a hoot), and 6 students. Ryan got the chance to take off work and go with us, and I'm glad he did. It was a really fun time.
We left Friday evening around 6pm, and arrived at the church around 9:30pm. I say church and not hotel because my pastor was the youth minister at Grace Baptist Temple in San Antonio before coming to San Angelo, and they were gracious enough to house us for 2 days/nights. They recently finished building at their new location, and boy is the building beautiful. I regretfully didn't get any pictures... =/
It was really cool though, because in the back corner of the church down this long hallway was a small apartment for missionaries passing through and what not. It was like a hotel suite, we had a shower, a bedroom (a bunk bed and a queen bed) with dresser drawers and everything, then in the next room was a fold out couch, television, and a full out kitchen. Us 5 girls took over the apartment, and the poor boys had to sleep on air mattresses in a classroom down the hall. It was great. =]
We went to HEB late Friday night as a group and bought supplies for breakfast the next morning. I woke up an hour before everyone else with intentions of helping Ms. Cam cook breakfast, but I actually ended up doing most of the cooking. We had pancakes, scrambled eggs, and bacon. I was pretty impressed with my cooking skills. Everyone just assumed that Ms. Cam did the cooking I guess, and they were all thanking her and telling her how good it was. I smiled.
After we ate, I got my New Zealand fanny pack ready and we headed off to Fiesta Texas! We got there just before it opened, so we had to wait in line for like 30 minutes. It was worth the wait though because we got first dibs on the newest roller coaster called "The Goliath". I really didn't want to go on it because it was HUUUGE and had some crazy twists and turns, but when it came down to it, Ryan convinced me. Oh my goodness... speaking of Ryan, he barely fit in the seat on the coaster! He was buckled in with some help from a crew member, but he couldn't fit his arms in between the over the shoulder handles... so, hilariously, he stuck his arms straight out during the whole ride. By the time it was over I was a little hoarser and my pony tail had gotten stuck in the seat! How in the world does that happen? Anyway, once they released the safety locks, we managed to set my hair free, haha.
After the first few roller coasters, the other 4 people in our group wanted to buy what is called a "flash pass"... they're like 30 dollars (apart from your ticket to get in) and you can schedule a time for you to be at a ride, and it gives you permission to cut in front of everyone else in line.
I was not about to spend more on that thing than I did on my ticket, so Ryan and I branched off from the group and went to the water park. I'm glad we did, because we had a lot of fun! Besides, I'm not a huge fan of roller coasters in the first place. Ryan and I floated around the "lazy river" like 5 times, and we went and hung out in the wave pool for an hour or so. After that we just walked around and looked at the shops, and rode a few more rides before leaving for dinner.
The whole group went to Lou and Cam's nephew's house for dinner (it was like a 20 minute drive from the park), and boy oh boy was the food delicious! Their nephew is married to a woman from Thailand, and she made us an oriental feast! Egg rolls from scratch, fried rice, lo mein, beef with broccoli, sweet and sour pork, and some sort of sweet potato casserole. I was in heaven.
After eating and taking a short nap on their comfy couch, we went back to the park for the laser light/fireworks show. I honestly wasn't expecting much from it, but the show was entertaining, and the fireworks were the best/biggest I've ever seen. It was a lot of fun. =]
I fell asleep pretty much as soon we got home from the park, and I woke up an hour earlier than everyone else yet again, except this time was to take a shower and get ready for church.
We went to their college age sunday school class and they only had 2 people! I thought our class was tiny... Needless to say, they were happy to see us. We stayed for their morning service, which was a lot like ours... I have a feeling my pastor models a LOT from theirs.
Okay, so the weekend was grrrreat for me, because I seriously love Chinese food... I could eat it every day. For real. After church on Sunday morning, we went to this place called "Wok Inn", and for five dollars I got an order of orange chicken (delicious) and a huge mound of fried rice with unlimited egg drop soup. Okay, I know egg drop soup sounds disgusting... but don't knock it til you try it.
My mouth is watering as I'm thinking about it now. Bro. Lou made a joke as we left the place... "You 'wok inn' and they roll you out!".... haha, Lou is so cheesy... it's almost ridiculous.
We got back to San Angelo around 5:30pm Sunday evening, and I took Ryan to work then went back to church for choir practice. I'm glad I did, because I got to play with the newest addition to our church family, 2 month old baby Madyson. =]
I will try to post pictures from our adventures as soon as Ryan puts them on the computer.
<3
We left Friday evening around 6pm, and arrived at the church around 9:30pm. I say church and not hotel because my pastor was the youth minister at Grace Baptist Temple in San Antonio before coming to San Angelo, and they were gracious enough to house us for 2 days/nights. They recently finished building at their new location, and boy is the building beautiful. I regretfully didn't get any pictures... =/
It was really cool though, because in the back corner of the church down this long hallway was a small apartment for missionaries passing through and what not. It was like a hotel suite, we had a shower, a bedroom (a bunk bed and a queen bed) with dresser drawers and everything, then in the next room was a fold out couch, television, and a full out kitchen. Us 5 girls took over the apartment, and the poor boys had to sleep on air mattresses in a classroom down the hall. It was great. =]
We went to HEB late Friday night as a group and bought supplies for breakfast the next morning. I woke up an hour before everyone else with intentions of helping Ms. Cam cook breakfast, but I actually ended up doing most of the cooking. We had pancakes, scrambled eggs, and bacon. I was pretty impressed with my cooking skills. Everyone just assumed that Ms. Cam did the cooking I guess, and they were all thanking her and telling her how good it was. I smiled.
After we ate, I got my New Zealand fanny pack ready and we headed off to Fiesta Texas! We got there just before it opened, so we had to wait in line for like 30 minutes. It was worth the wait though because we got first dibs on the newest roller coaster called "The Goliath". I really didn't want to go on it because it was HUUUGE and had some crazy twists and turns, but when it came down to it, Ryan convinced me. Oh my goodness... speaking of Ryan, he barely fit in the seat on the coaster! He was buckled in with some help from a crew member, but he couldn't fit his arms in between the over the shoulder handles... so, hilariously, he stuck his arms straight out during the whole ride. By the time it was over I was a little hoarser and my pony tail had gotten stuck in the seat! How in the world does that happen? Anyway, once they released the safety locks, we managed to set my hair free, haha.
After the first few roller coasters, the other 4 people in our group wanted to buy what is called a "flash pass"... they're like 30 dollars (apart from your ticket to get in) and you can schedule a time for you to be at a ride, and it gives you permission to cut in front of everyone else in line.
I was not about to spend more on that thing than I did on my ticket, so Ryan and I branched off from the group and went to the water park. I'm glad we did, because we had a lot of fun! Besides, I'm not a huge fan of roller coasters in the first place. Ryan and I floated around the "lazy river" like 5 times, and we went and hung out in the wave pool for an hour or so. After that we just walked around and looked at the shops, and rode a few more rides before leaving for dinner.
The whole group went to Lou and Cam's nephew's house for dinner (it was like a 20 minute drive from the park), and boy oh boy was the food delicious! Their nephew is married to a woman from Thailand, and she made us an oriental feast! Egg rolls from scratch, fried rice, lo mein, beef with broccoli, sweet and sour pork, and some sort of sweet potato casserole. I was in heaven.
After eating and taking a short nap on their comfy couch, we went back to the park for the laser light/fireworks show. I honestly wasn't expecting much from it, but the show was entertaining, and the fireworks were the best/biggest I've ever seen. It was a lot of fun. =]
I fell asleep pretty much as soon we got home from the park, and I woke up an hour earlier than everyone else yet again, except this time was to take a shower and get ready for church.
We went to their college age sunday school class and they only had 2 people! I thought our class was tiny... Needless to say, they were happy to see us. We stayed for their morning service, which was a lot like ours... I have a feeling my pastor models a LOT from theirs.
Okay, so the weekend was grrrreat for me, because I seriously love Chinese food... I could eat it every day. For real. After church on Sunday morning, we went to this place called "Wok Inn", and for five dollars I got an order of orange chicken (delicious) and a huge mound of fried rice with unlimited egg drop soup. Okay, I know egg drop soup sounds disgusting... but don't knock it til you try it.
My mouth is watering as I'm thinking about it now. Bro. Lou made a joke as we left the place... "You 'wok inn' and they roll you out!".... haha, Lou is so cheesy... it's almost ridiculous.
We got back to San Angelo around 5:30pm Sunday evening, and I took Ryan to work then went back to church for choir practice. I'm glad I did, because I got to play with the newest addition to our church family, 2 month old baby Madyson. =]
I will try to post pictures from our adventures as soon as Ryan puts them on the computer.
<3
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Unite and Conquer
is going to be AMAZING!
September 5th, West Texas Boys Ranch... Third Day, Skillet, Pillar, Addison Road, Jaymes Reunion (JUST TO NAME A FEW!)
I am completely STOKED. I bought my ticket last week at the Family Christian Bookstore.
Pretty cool deal, Air1 radio station is actually having a contest for all of its listeners to win a trip to San Angelo (haha, they must not have an idea of how lame this town is) to go to the festival.
the link for more information is:
www.uniteandconquersa.org
you should go check it out!
September 5th, West Texas Boys Ranch... Third Day, Skillet, Pillar, Addison Road, Jaymes Reunion (JUST TO NAME A FEW!)
I am completely STOKED. I bought my ticket last week at the Family Christian Bookstore.
Pretty cool deal, Air1 radio station is actually having a contest for all of its listeners to win a trip to San Angelo (haha, they must not have an idea of how lame this town is) to go to the festival.
the link for more information is:
www.uniteandconquersa.org
you should go check it out!
Sometimes I just feel like crying...
and other times... it just happens... no warning... I'm just driving down the road, and I burst into tears. Am I a chick or what?
Currently, I feel like crying because I charged my bank account 8 dollars last night for a cd off of iTunes, and Ryan pissed me off shortly after so I slammed my lap top shut, and I just realized that doing so messed up the downloads.... I only got three of the 15 or so songs. Ughhh. So frustrating.
Another reason I feel like crying is because of how my parents portray my relationship with Ryan. Well, Ryan blew out a tire on his vehicle on the way over to my house today, so we asked my dad if he could help us change it out. Turns out, the guy who sold Ryan his P.O.S. sports car failed to include a spare tire in the deal. Well, my dad asked if he had a jack (I think that's what it's called) so he could get a closer look at the other side of the wheel or something... and Ryan was like "ugh, I don't think I have one of those either..." and my dad chewed him out. He was like "That's just stupid... you don't go ANYWHERE without a spare tire and a jack"... and he shook his head and walked off.
I think my dad is just frustrated, because he knows that Ryan and I are in a serious relationship and he wants my future provider to be a little more responsible than what Ryan has shown him so far.
And, I can't get mad at Ryan because he's already upset that he blew his tire out... and it's just a mess.
His dad is supposed to call us in the morning after he talks to someone about the tire (which means he'll be staying up pretty late in New Zealand time)... and then I'll have to go pick him up and drive across town before going to work at 1... so overall, it's just inconvenient for everyone.
Okay, this probably breaks some copyright laws, but I have to share the lyrics to a song that made me burst into tears when I heard it.
I was making deliveries for work, while driving down Knickerbocker (pretty busy street, about 7 total lanes of traffic) and this song came on the radio. I honestly don't know why I cried... because really, I don't cry often... but before I could realize what was happening... my cheeks were wet. God just touched my heart.
Here's the song:
(copied directly from air1.com)
Jonny Diaz - More Beautiful You
From the album More Beautiful You
Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
Says she wants to look that way
But her hair isn't straight her body isn't fake
And she's always felt overweight
Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
That beauty is within your heart
And you were made with such care your skin your body your hair
Are perfect just the way you are
There could never be a more beautiful you
Don't buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you
Little girl twenty-one the things that you've already done
Anything to get ahead
And you say you've got a man but he's got another plan
Only wants what you will do instead
Well little girl twenty-one you never thought that this would come
You starve yourself to play the part
But I can promise you there's a man whose love is true
And he'll treat you like the jewel that you are
Chorus
So turn around you're not too far
To back away be who you are
To change your path go another way
It's not too late you can be saved
If you feel depressed with past regrets
The shameful nights hope to forgets
Can disappear they can all be washed away
By the one who's strong can right your wrongs
Can rid your fears dry all your tears
And change the way you look at this big world
He will take your dark distorted view
And with his light he will show you truth
And again you'll see through the eyes of a little girl
Label: INO Records
Currently, I feel like crying because I charged my bank account 8 dollars last night for a cd off of iTunes, and Ryan pissed me off shortly after so I slammed my lap top shut, and I just realized that doing so messed up the downloads.... I only got three of the 15 or so songs. Ughhh. So frustrating.
Another reason I feel like crying is because of how my parents portray my relationship with Ryan. Well, Ryan blew out a tire on his vehicle on the way over to my house today, so we asked my dad if he could help us change it out. Turns out, the guy who sold Ryan his P.O.S. sports car failed to include a spare tire in the deal. Well, my dad asked if he had a jack (I think that's what it's called) so he could get a closer look at the other side of the wheel or something... and Ryan was like "ugh, I don't think I have one of those either..." and my dad chewed him out. He was like "That's just stupid... you don't go ANYWHERE without a spare tire and a jack"... and he shook his head and walked off.
I think my dad is just frustrated, because he knows that Ryan and I are in a serious relationship and he wants my future provider to be a little more responsible than what Ryan has shown him so far.
And, I can't get mad at Ryan because he's already upset that he blew his tire out... and it's just a mess.
His dad is supposed to call us in the morning after he talks to someone about the tire (which means he'll be staying up pretty late in New Zealand time)... and then I'll have to go pick him up and drive across town before going to work at 1... so overall, it's just inconvenient for everyone.
Okay, this probably breaks some copyright laws, but I have to share the lyrics to a song that made me burst into tears when I heard it.
I was making deliveries for work, while driving down Knickerbocker (pretty busy street, about 7 total lanes of traffic) and this song came on the radio. I honestly don't know why I cried... because really, I don't cry often... but before I could realize what was happening... my cheeks were wet. God just touched my heart.
Here's the song:
(copied directly from air1.com)
Jonny Diaz - More Beautiful You
From the album More Beautiful You
Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
Says she wants to look that way
But her hair isn't straight her body isn't fake
And she's always felt overweight
Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
That beauty is within your heart
And you were made with such care your skin your body your hair
Are perfect just the way you are
There could never be a more beautiful you
Don't buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you
Little girl twenty-one the things that you've already done
Anything to get ahead
And you say you've got a man but he's got another plan
Only wants what you will do instead
Well little girl twenty-one you never thought that this would come
You starve yourself to play the part
But I can promise you there's a man whose love is true
And he'll treat you like the jewel that you are
Chorus
So turn around you're not too far
To back away be who you are
To change your path go another way
It's not too late you can be saved
If you feel depressed with past regrets
The shameful nights hope to forgets
Can disappear they can all be washed away
By the one who's strong can right your wrongs
Can rid your fears dry all your tears
And change the way you look at this big world
He will take your dark distorted view
And with his light he will show you truth
And again you'll see through the eyes of a little girl
Label: INO Records
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